Can this all REALLY be just anxiety?
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You may be having a adverse reaction to the Ativan or Lexapro. That does happen with those meds. I started xanax due to panic attacks after experiencing rapid heart rates of 240bpm. I was rushed to the hospital and given beta blockers and other meds to slow my heart down. I was admitted and given several test, ekg, stress test and echo and all was normal. I was diagnosed with super ventrical tach. The episode was so so frightening that I started to have panic attacks which lead to me taking xanax for a few months. I am currently off of them totally, but I do take Toprol xl for the SVT (to prevent it) and it has worked for me.
From your symptoms, one would think that you are in withdrawl but I know that you are not. But many times, you must find what medicine works best for you. Personally, benzos mask the panic and it comes back once you stop taking the meds. And I can honestly tell you that getting off of the meds are worse than the panic/anxiety attacks. I've been there and it is a nightmare for weeks...the doctors don't tell you that. If only I knew the addictiveness of xanax, I would have taken them only when the panic was unbearable and not 3 times a day as prescribed. When a medication can supress the chemicals in your brain that causes panic and anxiety, you know that it is strong and it is not without side effects. Best wishes.
wishing you the best.
Sorry anout my caps, my key doesn't always work
Here are a couple of links: http://www.psych.org/pnews/97-04-04/cardiac.html
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http://www.geocities.com/Wellesley/Garden/8988/heartrhythmindex.html
I don't know how long you've been taking Ativan, but I suspect you're now suffering interdose withdrawal, also known as tolerance withdrawal/rebound. Professor Heather Ashton of the University of Newcastle in England ran the first iatrogenic benzodiazepine addiction clinic in the world. She's written the definitive handbook on doctor-induced (iatrogenic) benzo addiction, describing exactly what you've written about here. You might want to visit www.benzo.org.uk before going back to your doctor. Specifically, read the symptoms lists, then click on the Ashton Manual, on the left menu of the home page. You will see yourself rightaway in Dr. Ashton's description of benzodiazepine (Ativan is just one) victims.
You can successfully withdraw from Ativan, though it will require a cross over to valium (the most reliable, less painful method) and about 12 to 18 months of a patient withdrawal schedule. Since you've just started Lexapro, you might consider tapering off of that first. This should take about 6 weeks. You will suffer moderate to severe withdrawal symptoms from a Lexapro taper. For additional information and support you might consider visiting www.paxilprogress.org
Good luck and God bless,
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