Nightmares.

Just woke up from a horrible night mare this is the second one this week.

My mum and I were going to go to St.Lois to shop. We decided to stop and eat in a bit of a bad area;but my mum said we will be alright. We were eating and a rowdy crowd of locals came in. One was very drunk and kept trying to touch the girls in the restaurant. I said to my mum we should leave. As we were paying the check. The drunken man came up behind me forced me against the desk, lifted my skirt and forced his head between my legs. I was fighting and screaming and my mum was trying to hit him. No one else bothered to stop him. After my mum hit him he fell drunk to the ground. I turned around and started hitting and kicking him screaming for someone to do something. Someone replied ''He's a local, he's a drunk, we are used to it. I turned with my mum to leave. There was a small group of women standing around outside waiting for us. One started fighting with my mother so I went to hell on her and the the other girls. Absolute hell! My mum lay lying on the floor with half her clothes ripped and holding her stomach. They had hurt her using knives too. [she's had surgeries before]. I picked her up and tried to run with her. Two of the men came out from the restaurant and started chasing us. I could not find the car in the car park fast enough so I headed to the next nearest building. It was a small clothing store and I was begging the staff to help. They rushed to close there doors, call the police, an ambulance, anything. As they tried to help me close the doors the two men were trying to push there way in.. I remember looking at a knife on the floor they had been using to help them with cutting cloth or something. One of the men pried his hand around the door, I stabbed and stabbed and stabbed relentlessly and kept screaming that ''I was going to effing kill him!''.. He pushed his way through the door and was brandishing a [not small knife, but one that could really do damage quickly.I was terrified. The staff [who seemed young and Asian?]He started beating one of the girls, as the other raped and stabbed to death another. The whole time my mother was bleeding and moaning. I had placed her on one of the chairs/couches in the store. I kept telling her it's alright, your going to be just fine, it's just hurting right now, just hang in there. I knew she was dying. When one of the men had finished raping and stabbed her to death. He turned to me. His knife was smaller. I felt like I could take him on and I did and stabbed him to death with his own knife. The second man was not quite done with the other girls who were all trying to save each other. When he saw what I had done he walked towards me. He was covered in blood and smiling. I attempted to stab at him any way I could and not let him get a hold of me. Although: every time I did it seemed like it did nothing. He struck at my arm and I started bleeding heavily.  I remember turning around and looking to see if my mum was alright? The other man had already started hitting her and was making sure I was watching. The second man got a hold of me and started stabbing hard at my chest. Big deep, slow stabs. I kept stabbing back but it was not doing anything. I could feel my energy ebbing and as though I was slipping away. I could see one of the Asian girls dead on the floor close to me and my last vision was seeing my mum bleeding and half naked on that couch and dying too. Then: I woke up crying. I took a pill and decided to come and put my thoughts on paper. This is the second nightmare in three days. I will write about the other and the past couple of days events.  I'm going to try to head back to bed. Will write more later. Don't fell so great at the moment.